Entering a Boys-Only Group...

In an attempt to further my ambition to live in a world where gender only means something in terms of copulating and dating, I've joined what has been a heretofor mens-only group for personal growth. I must admit to myself that I've been rather lost ever since I took the bar exam, and I'm hoping that this group (which costs me $200 a month) will get my ass back into gear. Sure, the newsletters and mass emails are addressed to "Gentlemen" and I haven't revealed my gender to the online group (yet), but I still feel that it is the right place for me to be, even if I am the only one with ovaries. Plus, the head honcho knows that I'm a woman, or at least he knew at one point (I've met him in person and exchanged a couple of emails with him ages ago, using the same email I have associated with my membership). It will be an interesting journey of self-discovery. I just hope that I'm not kicked out because of the prevalent "No Girls Allowed" assumption that seems to permeate the group.