Thursday, January 8, 2015

Biting the Bullet

So I did it. I dumped the boyfriend.  It really became obvious that I needed to dump him when he was talking about the near-ish future, and it was clear that while there was a space for me, I was intended to just stand at the sidelines and cheer.  There was no consideration as to us growing as a couple or any hints of more commitment than just "boyfriend girlfriend" for the foreseeable future.  Maybe he will want to get married someday, but clearly not to me.

I personally don't believe in stringing someone along, and that's exactly what he was doing to me.

That was the breaking point for me, when I realized that I was being delusional by thinking that maybe someday he'd really love me (instead of just giving me lip service) and treat me as well as I treated him. I was just being another stupidass girl.

It may have taken some time, but thank God I came to my senses before I wasted any more time on him.

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