Oh shit...

Bad news, very bad news, very very very bad news. Yep, musical soulmate. All I feel like doing is listening to pop songs about unrequited crushes. It's pretty clear that we are strictly in the friend zone. I haven't had a legitimate crush in a long time, especially a crush where I know the guy on a personal level and the guy basically sees me as a genderless creature (the only other one was a guy during my freshman year of high school, he was a senior and in the same crew/rowing boat as my oldest brother, soI was just someone's kid sister to him even though he was friendly to me...one of the few older guys who acknowledged my presence). Since I'm so convinced that this is in the friend zone, I'm too afraid of rejection to make a move. Suffering in silence sucks ass to say the least.